HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME MYSELF & I...!! keke.. 20 years old le.. duh! while some remained as 19++.. but not forgetting ppl are getting on to 21 liao! haha..

early morning, received present from Dad.. den off to work le.. den later going to meet trac and zhu @ Suntec to so call celebrate bah.. going makan Fish & Co.. cos quite some time din eat le..

another belated one from my 2H gang this sat.. cos actually most of them busy wif their final exams last week.. din want to disrupt them from studying.. so me sugg tat we postponed the celebration to this week instead.. keke.. so thoughtful of me huh...? ok! dun laugh!

last nite when i juz sat on my bed and gettin rdy to slp, surprisingly received a call from zhuwen.. after picking up, all i heard was happy birthday song! so nice of them.. keke.. it was juz passed 12 mn somemore.. quite accurate liao.. they were at Hougang de Kbox.. so they sang the happy b'day song again and again.. even thou' i was abit in the "going-to-slp" mode, i was awakened by their loud singing! haha.. anyway, thanx alot gals! my very first wishes!! keke..

sian.. @ office again.. actually had been tired of workin workin and more working.. thinkin of resigning le.. haiz.. wanna take a break.. after workin lyk 8 months liao.. quite tired le..

really really really tired...

thinkin of getting a long long long break...

am i being old or am i not really used to working life..?

dunnoe..............

juz ended our AMM.. phew~ this time not taking veri long thou'.. no formal presentation lyk last time.. den got new staffs to introduce themselves.. really very funny lor.. keep askin stupid questions.. lolx.. anyway, this month birthday babies is me! keke.. and also my finance/hr manager.. he happened to be on valentine's day lor.. haha.. so both of us gotten go up and blow the cake.. lolx.. so sweet of them to buy Angie The Choice - Mint Cake.. really nice! and is a heart shape.. nice! but 1.5kg seems abit too small for a big group of us.. hehe..

juz now went Charles & Keith Sale at The Arcade there.. nth much to my fancy thou.. even thou is 20%-50% discount storewide.. haha.. den we tot of going up to buy ToTo..!! we decided to share.. haha.. so got 5 of us share a QuickPick System Roll which costs us $20.. each only paid $4.. worth it! haha.. so faster pray for us to strike the million angbao draw!! =)

actually recently everyone also got craze to go buy the Toto lei.. cos big money! so have u bought yours yet..?? who noes u may be the next millionaire! woo hoo!!

last sat as planned, went to tianan hse to bai nian..

before tat, tifa also came my hse to bai nian.. later yvonne also reached.. we all hav lunch first st my hse before going tianan hse.. soon after, decided to take cab there.. but waited lyk half an hr den got cab lor.. kaoZz...!! some more is an ah-neh-neh dropped off den got cab de lor.. dotZzz.. reached his hse at abt 2 plus le bah.. den idle awhile before starting our mahjong.. before tat, tianan itchy backside sugg to play blackjack first.. in the end, lost $10++ cos he the banker.. of corz we gals won.. keke!

soon after, his poly friends also came.. den we started to hav our "reunion dinner" at abt 7pm.. having steamboat again this time.. eat till soooo full.. den started mahjong-ing again till midnite.. some ppl say wan to cum din cum lor.. kaoz.. den some cannot make it last min also dunno how to inform yi xia lor.. have to call them den noe.. wtf! machiam have to san qing si qing for them to cum siah..!! irritating!! u guys noe who u are lor.. dun need spell u out!

anyway, no use getting irritated by these kinda ppl.. chalet u all better dun play this kinda stuff lor! if not, no refund will be entertained...!! speaking of tat, i am going to book this cuming friday.. kindly go check the email i sent u all regarding the chalet thingy..

another good thing is - i got another merit bursary award !! keke.. think the one i get earlier on is for first year de result de bah.. den is for my 2nd yr result.. happy lei.. really.. haha.. $400 cool hard cash!! woo hooo~~~~ another big hongbao in my pocket.. lol!

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR...!!!

so how's urs? mine was terrific! my holidays were spent all on gambling.. from mahjong to blackjack to xi ki bi to time to xi ham! only never play dice niah.. keke.., lolx.. really gambling freak! but luckily, managed to win $30++ in total.. yeah!! den tml going tianan hse to mahjong again.. hehe.. and busy collecting ang baos!! collection were quite good.. haha..

but of all the good things, i kanna eye infection on chu er lor.. dotZzz.. den got MC for 2 days.. wed and thurs.. today only managed to cum back office.. doc say got a white spot in my eye.. den cannot wear contact lens for abt a month! oh my gosh! sian half lor..

SERIOUSLY i dunno wat is happening among everything.. it's juz a few days that i din update myself, all things go haywire... well, it's between u guys.. dunno if i shld juz leave all these things behind or shld i care... get angry.. get pissed off.. muz be thinking "what kind of good fren am i.." i've tried to talk things out... i've given solutions.. i've done all i can do.. and how many time i had helped u to solve the problems wif u and him...?? but if u still insist on going ur own way to hurt urself, go ahead... dun cry.. dun grumble for the consequences.. carry on with your doings... i noe.. watever u mentioned, u'll do it.. but think thru again.. think carefully.. is this wat u really want?

Problem occur not becoz of X.M.. i can say, even without X.M, u guys still the same.. simply is becoz, both of u dunno what u wan from one another.. u wait for him to take initiative.. he wait for u to take initiative.. wait lor.. while waiting dunno wat to do den quarrel.. quarrel le den break up.. after cooling down, get back... den still dunno where u guys went wrong, quarrel again.. break again.. not sian ar? i am sian of hearing lor.. *angry with me right?* i wont be surprised.. to u, i muz be harsh den words can enter ur brain. what to do.. that's u ma...

ask urself, how mani times i speak nicely, anything go into u? i doubt so.. wake up can anot??? u guys not young like little kids..how to get married when u cant even handle a relationship? marriage is not a game.. think thru alright... if to u, breaking up with him is nth to u, u can go on n find better ones, den dun grumble.. juz leave him n stop all kind of contacts.. or the other way.. u realise u need him in every way to live on, to be happy, think of a solution.. compromise, poison him or urself so that u/he cant argue back.. watever way to solve it.. there's a will there's a way.. it just depend on how much determination u have, u wan to put in the relationship to make it work... what i wan to say, i have said.. whatever that cant get into ur brain, den so be it..

take care

this is really wat i feel.. really really really.. we ARE ALL SO TIRED..