HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR...!!!

so how's urs? mine was terrific! my holidays were spent all on gambling.. from mahjong to blackjack to xi ki bi to time to xi ham! only never play dice niah.. keke.., lolx.. really gambling freak! but luckily, managed to win $30++ in total.. yeah!! den tml going tianan hse to mahjong again.. hehe.. and busy collecting ang baos!! collection were quite good.. haha..

but of all the good things, i kanna eye infection on chu er lor.. dotZzz.. den got MC for 2 days.. wed and thurs.. today only managed to cum back office.. doc say got a white spot in my eye.. den cannot wear contact lens for abt a month! oh my gosh! sian half lor..

SERIOUSLY i dunno wat is happening among everything.. it's juz a few days that i din update myself, all things go haywire... well, it's between u guys.. dunno if i shld juz leave all these things behind or shld i care... get angry.. get pissed off.. muz be thinking "what kind of good fren am i.." i've tried to talk things out... i've given solutions.. i've done all i can do.. and how many time i had helped u to solve the problems wif u and him...?? but if u still insist on going ur own way to hurt urself, go ahead... dun cry.. dun grumble for the consequences.. carry on with your doings... i noe.. watever u mentioned, u'll do it.. but think thru again.. think carefully.. is this wat u really want?

Problem occur not becoz of X.M.. i can say, even without X.M, u guys still the same.. simply is becoz, both of u dunno what u wan from one another.. u wait for him to take initiative.. he wait for u to take initiative.. wait lor.. while waiting dunno wat to do den quarrel.. quarrel le den break up.. after cooling down, get back... den still dunno where u guys went wrong, quarrel again.. break again.. not sian ar? i am sian of hearing lor.. *angry with me right?* i wont be surprised.. to u, i muz be harsh den words can enter ur brain. what to do.. that's u ma...

ask urself, how mani times i speak nicely, anything go into u? i doubt so.. wake up can anot??? u guys not young like little kids..how to get married when u cant even handle a relationship? marriage is not a game.. think thru alright... if to u, breaking up with him is nth to u, u can go on n find better ones, den dun grumble.. juz leave him n stop all kind of contacts.. or the other way.. u realise u need him in every way to live on, to be happy, think of a solution.. compromise, poison him or urself so that u/he cant argue back.. watever way to solve it.. there's a will there's a way.. it just depend on how much determination u have, u wan to put in the relationship to make it work... what i wan to say, i have said.. whatever that cant get into ur brain, den so be it..

take care

this is really wat i feel.. really really really.. we ARE ALL SO TIRED..