the ultimate 7 sisters!~

mi and melissa

group pic!~

chalet at downtown east 13-8-04

mi and nihui

chalet piczzz

hehe.. posted a few pics tat we took at the chalet in downtown east on 13th august 2004..

computer OKAY le~~ yeppie!!

yeah.. my computer finally ok liao.. is because no internet for nearly 1 month liao.. sianz.. so seldom online lor.. also very bored nth to do.. finally bro go buy the lan card den ok le.. cost $15 each lo.. broke liao wor.. juz bought the USB card $19 den now this 15 bucks.. den still have to buy new hp.. broke!!!

sex talk

now in the computer lab lor... later having a PRE-MARITAL SEX TALK siah... sianz 1/2 liao lor... den somemore is 3 hrs lei!! kaoz... till 5.15pm den can go home siah..

busy days.....

hmmm... also dunnoe wat to blog abt.. this week study quite free lor... cos OA tr went for operation today den 10.15 start sch.. hahhahah..can slp longer!! yeah~! this sat is joey's brithday, will be going for the buffet at 6.00pm... went for job interview wif weilin yst for part-time job @ ntuc.. but sad thing is, the interview ended 5pm.. we went ard 5++ 6pm.. sad siah.. wasted trip lei.. haiz... but GIANT will be opening soon, wonder will it have jobs for cashier....??

2 more weeks den is the one-week holiday break le!! yeah!! finally dun need to wake up so early everyday liaoz... recently had been in GOOD MOOD bah.. keke.. dunnoe y also.. lolx.. but kns thing is got lots of projects siah!! omg.. entrepreneur lar, PR lar, e-commerce lar... but everyone also machiam heck care siah.. maybe all do last minute work bah... haahha...

melissa is going leave next week le.. *sad* next tues will be her last day... even thou' had known her for only 2mths or so, but already gone thru' alot wif her le.. haiz... but no choice, she had to pursue her dreams to go to australia and study ard dec and also go meet her BF... good luck to her bah~~!! also dunnoe y everytime seems to be ppl leaving from the grp of frends we had... last time is 6 person wif zhu they all den left us 3... den now 7 person, and the ONE muz leave... wat is this!! hahahhahhahah... anyway, think shld be coincedence bah... *maybe*

now also so bored lei... nth to do in sch... is breaktime.. juz now already ate auntie's tom yam liaoz... SHIOK siah!! yummy, so sour so best ultimate!! keke...

yah! going to change HP on 7th sept liaoz.. yeah!!! my radio now also spoil liao also cannot listen to anything on bus.. so sianz siah... my choice phone is either 7250 or 6610i bah... depends whether 7250 is still out in the market mah.. if not dun wan liao cos dun wanna buy 2nd hand de... my top priority is havin a radio amd camera de phone... haha..

internet down... sad~

hmm.. my internet is down again..so sianZz.. dunnoe when will go back to normal.. haiZz..

juz came back last weekend from the chalet... it was great fun thou' so tired cos next day still have to go tianan hse ton mahjong.. keke.. but lost ard $10++.. haiz..

they say that end of this mth will be having a 3D2N chalet again cos got promotion cos of the free wild wild wet passes and Escape passes all that.. hahha...

now having entrepreneurship lesson... tr selecting grps for the LKY competition.. wonder if we will be in....??

happy 39th birthday SINGAPORE!!!

keke.. yst was our S'pore birthday lei.. was 39 years old this year le... considered young for a country le.. haha.. den yst watched the fireworks!! so nice.. got star shape heart shape etc... first time see lei.. *happy* cs from my hse can clearly see the fireworks and also can hear the "blasting" sound.. BOMB BOMB BOMB !!! hahah... den watched the NDP on TV too.. last part was so touching.. abt goh chok tong resigning le.. haha.. nearly cried... quite stupid rite...? haha.. stupid lei mi... can cry over such stuffs.. pengZzz..

den 6th is tifa's birthday.. actually plan to celebrate wif her de but had been lazy to go out.. haha.. anyway she also got junren pei her ma... actually is wanted to go bugis V8 cafe to eat at nite de, den dunnoe why plan plan den no go le.. haha... den 4th is tianan birthday.. hmmm, last week already went arnolds celebrate in advance le.. but this year machiam lyk nv brought any presents for them lei... haha.. mi still dare to say out siah.. aiya, anyway others also didn't buy wat, so no need so xtra go buy one... :P

had not been cuming here to blog everyday cos my com is down... haiZz... juz solved the USB problem den now is the internet problem.. kaozZz.. :( dunnoe when can solved the problem liaoz... had been a long holiday for mi siah.. fri sat sun mon all no sch... hmmm... also had been rotting at home siah.. only thurs go cheong wif zhu they all niahz... the rest of the day so sian at home.. ask them out they also say no mood go out.. den some going dinner.. all sorts of reasons.. haiZzz.. but nvm, enjoyed myself at home wif TV!! keke.. as long as no need go sch everyday stay at hm also song siah!! hahhahha..

shocked~

at bus 403

all of us at the bus 403 before they got DRUNK~~

drunk drunk drunk

aiyo.. yst went wif zhuwen angel tracia joanne+bf to airport actually plannin to eat popeye de.. but sad siah, it closed down already... haiZzz.. so no choice all so hungry den we went to sakae eat instead lo.. lolz.. go aiport eat sakae.....? abit weird.. but is really the truth lo.. haha...

den after tat joanne left us den left 4 us going fisherman village to drink.. duh~ it was a BIG mistake!!! -.-"" i no drink de mah, so order a mango juice for myself.. keke.. den they order a bucket of corona xtra.. each drink 2 bottles each.. at first they can make it de, den after tat order another bucket somemore~!! den all sei~ le.. except mi and trac also not very sei~ also... aiya, they all sure is all abt BGF stuff de lo.. trac wif tat tok and angel wif teo pok zhuwen wif denis...... haiZzz... all abt r/s stuffs.... all suey lo... mi no BGF thing to worry so no drunk also cos din drink.. keke.. den zhuwen and angel all siao liao lo.. slept on floor lar.. throw ice lar.. throw tissue papers all over the place.. den the bottles dropped on the floor lar.. heng they closed shop liao wor.. CHAOZ man!!! omg~~@@ den keep on goin to toilet den have to carry them all the way there... duh~~ tired siah... somemore my hand still din recover.. dotZz lei.. i can't imagine if i were to drink also den all 4 of us all drunk~~~~~~~~~ dunnoe wat it will be like lor... dotZzz..

den ard 2.30am we decided to go home liao... sad again, have to carry zhuwen to the taxi.. on the way she kept sleeping and droppin onto the floor... diaoZz.. no strength to carry her le lo.. heng got angel and mi.. if not also dunnoe wat to do siah.. den tat trac also walkin in front of us.. thou' not very sei~ but she walk also left right left right de.. but heng she still manage to walk lo..

after angel and zhu went home, left mi and trac waitin at the bus stop for daddy to cum fetch mi home.. den trac started pourin out all her sorrows liao abt tat johnny tok.. haizZ.. actually she is only acting a brave front in front of us liao.. deep in her heart, she really very vulnerable de lo... haizz.. den she kept crying and crying and told mi abt johnny tok.. tat darn johnny siah!!! hate him de lei... make trac so sad.. mi see le also sad for her.. haiz... but hope time will heal everythin for all of them.......? *pray so* den mi had ran out of tissue liao, cos all used up when angel and zhu vomit juz now.. heng i got bring back the sakae wet tissue ah.. den i use to wipe trac tears.. but wtf! her make-up mascara all tat also smurged.. lolz.. *not my fault wor*den she machiam "ghost".. den somemore tat time is midnight lo.. den in front is the deserted "haunted" hse... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *goosebumps* anyway, my dad came and fetch us at 3.00am...

leaf . wind . tree

hmmm... this is the very story tat had touched my heart.... and it is really very very meaningful... i like it very much... so hope to share wif everyone.. keke...

Tree === The reason I'm called tree is because I'm good at painting trees. Overtime I start to use a tree on the right hand corner as a trademark for all my watercolors painting. I have dated 5 gals when I was in Pre-U. There's one gal who I love a lot but never dare go after her. She doesn't have a pretty face, doesn't have a good figure, doesn't have outstanding charm. She is just a very ordinary gal. I like her. I really like her. Like her innocent, like her frankness. Like her cuteness, like her intelligence and her fragility. Reason for not going after her is because I felt somebody so ordinary like her is not a good match for me. I'm also afraid that after we are together all the good feelings will vanish. I'm also afraid other's gossips will hurt her. I felt that if she's my gal, she will be mine ultimately & I don't have to give up everything just for her. The last reason, made her accompany me for 3 years. She watch me chase after gals, and I have make her heart cry for 3 years. She wants to be a good actress and I'm a very demanding director. When I kissed my 2nd girlfriend, she bumped into us. She was embarrassed but smile & say "Go on!" before running off. The next day, her eyes was swollen like a walnut. I purposely didn't want to think about what causes her to cry but laugh at her the whole day. When everybody go back home, she was alone crying in the classroom. She didn't know that I returned from soccer training to get something. I watch her cry for an hour or so. My 4th girlfriend didn't like her. There was once when both of them quarreled. I know that based on her character she's not the type that will start off the quarrel. But I still sided with my girlfriend. I shouted at her and her eyes was filled shocked. I didn't care about her feelings and walked off with my girlfriend. The next day, she still laugh & joke with me like nothing has ever happened. I know that she's very hurt but she didn't know that my heart ache is as bad as hers. When I broke up with my 5th girlfriend, I asked her out. After going out for a day, I told her that I have something to tell her. She told me that coincidentally, she has something to tell me too. I told her about my break up and she told me about her getting together. I know whose the guy. He has been going after her for quite a while. A very cute guy full of energy, lively and interesting. His pursuit for her has been the talk of the school. I can't show her my heart ache but could only smile & congratulate her. When I reach home, the heart ache is so strong that I can't stand it. It's like a heavy weighted stone on my chest. I couldn't breath. Wanted to shout but can't. Tears rolled down & I broke down & cry. How many times have I seen her cry for the man that doesn't acknowledge her presence too. During graduation, I read a sms in my hp. It was send 10 days ago when I broke down and cry. I haven't read it since then. It says "Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay" Leaf === During Pre-U days, I like to collect leaves. Why? Because I felt that for a leaf to leave the tree she has been relying on for so long it takes a lot of courage. During the 3 years of Pre-U I was on very close terms with a guy. Not BGR kind but as buddy kind. But when he had his 1st girlfriend, I learnt a feeling I never should have learnt - Jealousy. The sourness in the heart can't be describe by using a lemon. It's like 100 rotten sour lemon. Sourness to the extreme limit. They were only together for 2 mths. When they broke up, I hide my strong sense of happiness. But after a mth, he got together with another gal. I like him & I know he like me. But why won't he pursue me? Since he love me why he doesn't want to make the first move? Whenever he had a new girlfriend, my heart would hurt. Time after time, my heart was hurt. I begin to suspect that this is a one sided love. If he don't like he, why does he treat me so well. It's beyond what you will normally do for a friend. Liking a person is very heart wrenching. I can know his likes, his habits. But his feelings towards me I can never figure out. You can't expect me a gal to ask him right? Despite that, I still want to be by his side. Care for him, accompany him, love him. Hoping that one fine day, he will come & love me. It's like waiting for his phone call every night, wanting him to send me sms. I know that no matter how busy he is, he will make time for me. Because of this, I waited for him. The 3 years were the hardest to go through & I really want to give up. Sometimes, I wonder should I continue waiting. The pain and hurt, the dilemma accompany me for 3 years. Till the end of my 3rd year, a 2nd year junior begins to go after me. Everyday he pursuit me relentlessly. From outright rejection to a point in time when I felt that I'm willing to let him have a small footing in my heart. He's like a warm & gentle wind, trying to blow a leaf away from the tree. In the end, I realized that I didn't want to give this wind a small footing in my heart. I know this wind will bring this badly battered leave far away & better land. Finally I left tree, but the tree only smile & didn't ask me to stay. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay Wind ==== Because I like a gal called leaf. Because she's so dependent on tree so I have to be a gust wind. A wind that will blow her away. When I first met her, it was 1 mth after I transfer to the new school. I saw a petite person looking at my seniors & me playing soccer. During ECA time, she will always be sitting there. Be it alone or with her friends looking at him. When he talks with gals there's jealousy in her eyes. When he looked at her, there's a smile in her eyes. Looking at her became my habit. Just like she likes to look at him. One day, she didn't appear. I felt something amissed. I can't explain the feeling except it's a kind of uneasiness. The senior was also not there as well. I went to their classroom, hid outside and saw my senior scolding her. Tears were in her eyes while he left. The next day, I saw her at her usual place, looking at him. I walked over and smiled to her. Took out a note & gave to her. She was surprised. She looked at me, smiled & accept the note. The next day, she appeared & pass me a note and left. Leaf's heart is too heavy and wind couldn't blow her away It's not that leaf heart is too heavy. It because leaf never want to leave tree I replied her note with this statement and slowly she started to talk to me & accept my presents & phone calls. I know that the person she loves is not me. But I have this perseverance that one day I will make her like me. Within 4 mths, I have declared my love for her no less than 20 times. Every time, she will divert away from the topic. But I never give up. If I decide I want her to be mine, I will definitely use all means to win her over. I can't remember how many times I have declared my love to her. Although I know she will try to divert but I still bear a small ray of hope. Hoping that she will agree to me my girlfriend. I didn't hear any reply from her over the phone. I asked "what are you doing? How come you didn't want to reply?" She said, "I'm nodding my head". "Ah?" I couldn't believe my ears. "I'm nodding my head" She replied loudly. I hang up the phone, quickly changed and took a taxi and rush to her place & press her door bell. During the moment when she opens the door. I hugged her tightly. Leaf departure is because of Wind pursuit. Or because Tree didn't ask her to stay.

nowadays had been having free lunch wor... keke.. cos the retail carts business is still on... trac mum also nv charge us $$$$$... last week also had this cart thing @ school cobra garden.. den we put in capital abt $400++... den the sales revenue for the week is $700++... keke.. happy lar of corz!!! but one person also get abt $80++ niahz.. but better den nth rite...?? hahahah... *grins* den today her mum made barley drink.. very nice worx.. got a fragrant smell cos she got put pandan leaf...

anyway later still got PR lesson and SW.. so sianz... sun is damn HOT man!!!

First day here !! keke..

hehe.. today is my first day here worZz.. excited abt everything i could "learn" from here.. templates lar, html lar etc.. muz make this blog very the nice den dui de qi myself.. lolz.. anyway, also not many ppl noe this is MY blog.. cos nv announce to many.. only my ITE frends noe niahz.. keke..

actually i got another so called "blog" de.. but tat is diaryland... quite a number of entries there liaoz.. but it is protected by passwords.. also got tat diaryland thingy cos of my ITE frends.. hahah..

ok, basically came here to crap abt my happiness in joy in creating my VERY own blog.. hahhahahahhah...

mi and tifa

It's mi @ parkway..

a very cute cartoon character... keke..