here i am blogging away when my final paper is tomoro! dotZz.. anyway, juz a short blog.. tink wun affect my study mood de bah.. haha..

had been camping at home digging into my D.I.Y OA notes.. when started at Unit 1, jitao is smashed life lor.. cos really alot to study~! duh.. but managed to really put my heart and soul and memorize them one by one.. but some no matter how, also din managed to put in my brain.. dotzz.. tink of it, now memorize so hard and take so long to memorize them, after tml 10.30, den can dump them off le.. abit "wasted".. haha.. dun tell mi i can keep them in my brain hor, cos it's lame.. lolx.. u dun see ur employer asking u: "list 5 guidelines for good file management" de ma.. haha.. but no matter wat, muz persevere till tml!!

jux called trac and tok abt tml's cls gathering thingy after the final paper.. discussed wat we getting for tml's gathering.. den cfm tat we will be ordering both KFC and Canadian Pizza.. woo hoo~~! will be my first time trying Canadian Pizza cos always is order Pizza Hut de.. *qi dai* hope we will really have a great time tml as can be considered very last gathering liao..

on xx day xx mth 2003, i made a serious statement: "after graduation we wun be in contact le ma.. jue jiao liao..." and the day for jue jiao-ing is 17 may 2005.. and tat is tml.. haha.. tink of it, so fast lei, cos seems lyk we were talking abt it recently.. haha.. but as i say, all are free to renew the pass but will be subject to my approval.. hahahaha.. nihui will be the first one to appeal for it! lolx..

have to go mi mi lian gong liao.. haha.. wish mi lucks for tml and also good luck to all ISC ppl.. (those who din read my blog today, too bad! din get my wishes.. haha..)

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anyway, a well said piece of blog.. reflects wat we tink also:

"WE (yes the 4 of us) NEVER LOOK DOWN ON YOU!

you're the one who are doing things to make people want to look down on you. i told you thousand million times and gave you so much so many uncountable of advice.. but i guess it all went down to the drain.. i am too tire of all these nonsense..oh not only my uncountable of advices.. it's 4 people's effort and breathe..

you think you are the worst in this world? you are wrong! and i said before.. whatever you are going through now i've went through before.. I needed my friends to be with me when i feel that it's end of the world.. neither i have good relationships with my parents at that point of time.. nothing was smooth for me..it's your choice to choose where you wanna go. If you wanna be ZI GAN DUO LUO (be pessimistic), carry on.. make your life more miserable.. to the extend you really dont have the courage to live on anymore.. you chose to make your days like this.. as you said yourself.. people already looking down on you.. then you should prove to them that they will regret for making the choice of thinking you are useless etc.. but have you ever thought why people choose to look down on you? I told you before.. Things happen for a reason..

Yes there are unreasonable and bias people surviving out there.. make them feel wrong! If you think, why should you prove to them? life is yours, once again.. carry on~ we wont stop you~ anyway life is YOURS.. the money you earned doesnt come to my account at the end of the day vice versa.. u control your own life and not letting others controlling your life.. this will be the very last time i'll talk sense to you..

Enough is enough.. im tire of telling you and nothing is done to it.. i still see no changes.. in cantonese, 'mou nyan tai' (no eyes to see..) and really 'sai hei' (waste breathe)... you really need to face the wall and repent.. No point chanting and going to temple when whatever you learnt is not being applied. i can say you are going for the sake of going only.. if so, just tell your mommy that you have no interest. Stop wasting your own time. spend all the time with your bf better since you also left not much time with him..oh forgot you have tonnes of time. No time to help for a few hours at work.. but have alot of time to go out with bf.. i can see what kind of GOOD FREN i have for e past 2 FREAKING YEARS.. U reminded me it's 2 YEARS eh..thanks.. I wont bother if others say i did not do my part as your friend anot..

because WE ALL know we've reached our limit of helping you. It's you yourself who need to play your own role.. I dont care what are you gonna type in your new blog and what others see in your point of view.. Just get on with your freaking life i can say!"

in other words: WE ARE ALL TIRED!!